Monday, December 12, 2011

Yes Please


Yes Please

So here
Goes
Nothing:

I love
You
And
Gosh
You're
Beautiful
And to
Me
More than
The world

And knowing
You
For
Awhile now
Still
Feels
Like
We met
Just
Yesterday

Because
When
Your hand
Meets
Mine
I still
Get
Goosebumps

And truest
Of true
Heartbeats
Mine
Beats for
You

Yes please
I like
You
Head over
Heels
Just you
And no one
Else

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Lonely Enough


Lonely Enough

The
Seconds
Tick
Off the
Clock
Friday night

And the
Water
Drips
A leaky
Faucet
A dripping
Reminder
Of
How
I've
Slipped
Away

The wall
Hasn't
Changed
In the
Past
Four
Hours
I've watched
It
From my
Bed

I stay
Busy
Because
That's better
Than
Lonely

Lonely
Enough
Because
I don't
Want
To feel
Alone tonight
For once
Enough
For a while

And
Maybe
After
All this
Shit
Is through
And when
She leaves
My head
And my
Heart

I finally
Won't
Feel
Alone

Friday, December 9, 2011

The Other Side of the Mountain


The Other Side of the Mountain

And past
Relationships
Pin points
Are made
Occasions
Moments
Timing
Whether
Off or on

And I
Reach
A thought
Where
The moments
Time
Is
As good
As it
Gets
The peak
Of a
Mountain

And
As if
Almost
Instantly
Pushing
Away
From relationships
Alienation

Starting
Back
At
Ground zero
Unintentional
Feelings
No longer
Found

But this
Time
Her
She does
Things
Differently
And if
I'm scared
Her calm
Eyes
Bring me
Back

Different
Because
I see
With her
There's
No peak
No climax
In this
Relationship

I'm right here
Right
Next to
Her
Always found

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Reality Lies


Reality Lies

And reality
Lies
As I
Go to
Bed
In my head
I think
Of how
I wished
It could be
You and me

And now
Today
I realize
It can
Never
Be that
Way

And
After all
This
Our shared
First kiss

The moments
We shared
We were
Perfectly
Paired

But
For you
And me
We
Were
Never meant
To be

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Officially Broken


Officially Broken

If decisions
Were to be
Made
Tonight
Would be
The
Biggest
Mistake

Alcohol
Cures
Everything
Until
The next
Morning's
Pounding
Reminder

Hearts
No longer
Beating
So might
As well
Remove it

Surgery
They say
Is the
Easiest
Solution

And
Hope
For what
They find
Doesn't
Pan out
As my
Heart's
All to
Frail
Weak
To beat
Alone
On its
Own

And they
Say
In life
There's
Hearts
To be broken
And
Hearts
To be made
But I don't
Want to
Do
Any of the
Taking
Or creating
Right now

And
As the
Defibrillator
Sparks
Anything
Of love
Left
In my
Heart

No
Pulse
Sparks
The screen

No longer
Available

No longer
Beating

Dead
And officially
Broken

Monday, December 5, 2011

Her Audience


Her Audience

An audience
Her audience
To play
For
A show
To behold
Or just
Ignore
My attempts
To talk
To her

Impressively
Unimpressive
My summer
Tales
Deeds
Adventures

But
Your
Fashioned
Shirt
Of
The band
I saw
This summer
Keeps me
Intrigued

Drinks
Had
Over conversations
With respective
People
Sitting
On our
Sides

As I try
To reel
You
Back in
Of stunts
And accents

And
As the
Night
Passes
Drinks
On the
Rocks
Dim
Lights
Light up

Shaking
Hands
Offering
Walks
Home
She
Politely
Declines

Choosing
Close
Girlfriends
Walking
Arm
And Arm
Out

But
Not
Before
She unknowingly
Slips
Her
Digits
With
"call me"
Underneath

An audience
Her
Tonight
Hopefully
Tomorrow
Too

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Stepping Out


Stepping Out

And I
Give up
On it
All love
Says
And
Does

Cause
When
Someone
Steps
Out
On you
For smokes
Among
Other things

Least
Of all
Worries

And
Causing
Everything
Anything
Good
To break
Down

And
As
Stepping out
Could
Damage
Weakens
Things
Mind
Body
Soul

Love
The
Unknowingly
Even
When
Steps
Taken
Away
From
One's self

Until
Those
Steps
Out
Never
Return