Thursday, July 19, 2012

Just Browsing

Just Browsing

Because I don't date
Don't hate
But I browse
Shopping
Daily
But buying
Never

Clearance
Take home
Value
Late night
Bars close
Final offer
Leave it
Next to
The check

I'd rather
Sleep
Alone
Ok
But wake up
Next to
Her

But her
Isn't
You
Rather
Imaginary
Enough
To put
Me to
Sleep

And if
You were
Real
Matches
Internet sites
Would make
Money
Off this
But until
Then I
Just
Wish

Can I help
 You
No
Thanks
I'm just
Browsing 

Sunday, July 8, 2012

That Cold Feeling

That cold feeling

And sometimes
I wake up
In a big bed
Cold sheets
And it takes a
Second
To realize
I'm not
In a hotel
I'm home

It feels like one though
Although
Hotels
Don't feel
Like prisons

Because there's no
One
Waking up
Next to
You

And the money
You can pay
To wake up
Feeling warm
Well it
Doesn't smell
The same

As for the sheets
They're to big
For the space I
Take
Or lack
When I
Sleep

For how warm
I'm supposed to
Feel
I still wake
Up
Feeling cold
And empty

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Twin Size Bed

Twin Size Bed

And I guess I dream
Enough to
Dream like
Everyone else
Does

These days
I dream more
And money
Well
Well
Money buys
So much
Yet not
Enough

And as if
Buying
A big
Bed you dream
Of
Now only
To realize it
Makes you more
Lonely
And a twin
Was a
Better fit

But with money
Comes
Costs
Of happiness
And while you
Buy
On social
Standards

You realize
It isn't a race
Like you
Thought
It would be
To fill your
New place
With tables
And chairs

Because at the end
Of the day
There's only
One
Spot
Used at
The table
And half
Of the bed
Used

No matter how good
Of a deal
You over spent
Spending
You're spending
More than
You
Were
Ever worth

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Love Is Luck

Love is Luck

Don't lie
Or
Follow the
Fray in your
Jeans
For it soon
Comes apart

I guess
I'm just
not
Man enough
To at least
Stay
Together
For her

I won't
Lead
Her on
But I just can't
Let go

Lucky love
They say
Love is luck

But unlucky
Love
 Rather
Unlucky
Timing
Is how
I was put
Together
With you

Either way
The luck plays
Into things
Your jeans
but Soon
Things
Unwind
Eventually
Coming apart

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Dudley

Dudley

I drink
Wednesday
Because I never
Like Tuesdays
And Fridays
Well
Too
Cliche

Just enough
To roll
Buzzed
For tonight's
Night life
I'll never go

But join
The neighbor
For Cigarettes
Her dresses
And smoke
I hate both

An unspoken
Friendship
Just
Waves

Stumbling
In the apartment
As records
Karen O
Sets the mood

 Too loud
for
Neighbors
But no one's
Home

My mind
Seems
Empty

Cold showers
Glasses
Of water
Sobering enough
To wake up
Just in
Time to go
To bed 

Sunday, May 20, 2012

1073

1073
Is the symbol
Or way to
Spell love
In numbers

And it's the
Most
Fucked up
way
I guess
One can spell
Binary code
Not required

Because
Love
Doesn't
Flow
Rather
Work
All the same

Different
Unknown
Unqualified
Unimpressive
In it's most
Impressive form

And if you
Were to judge
You'd only
Be judging
Your own

1073
Spelled
Out
In numeric
Form

It's purest
Form still
Yet to be
Determined 

Saturday, May 19, 2012

My Airport to Yours

My Airport to Yours


And from
Time to time
I wrestle
With the
Fact of
that
And what could
Of been

My hand
In yours
Two weeks
Ago
That said
to be
True
But now
Moved on
Through
The airport
Onto
Another city

Wish
At least
Hello
Would be
Nice
Waves
As Hello
Goodbye
Never
Said

But back
to
The real world
The world
That you
Fly in and out
Of
And the real
World
That I dream
Of
Someday
Will
Match
With
Yours