Thursday, December 23, 2010
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas
With snow
Falling
The ground
Slowly
Covering
The outside
In
Blankets
Of white
The world
Frozen
Except
Inside
A fire
Warming up
A room
Cuddling
Next to me
And
The fire
A tree
Decorated
White lights
Perfect
Presents
Wine
Christmas music
Fills the
Background
As I try
To steal a
Kiss
Under the
Mistletoe
Santa
Visits
Tonight
With
Cookies and
Milk
Laid out
Early to
Bed
Warm under
The blankets
Falling fast
Asleep
You in my
Arms
Is
The best
Christmas present
Ever received
Merry
Christmas
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Wear Me On Your Arm
Wear Me On Your Arm
Wear me
On your arm
Like a badge
Of honor
To show off
To your girlfriends
I drive
For you
I’m good
That good
But you don’t
Trust me
Wear me
On your arm
And don’t include
Me
In your conversations
But I make
Good marks
In life
Good enough
To show off
On your arm
And impress people
They’re impressed
With me
How I’m shown
I’m clean cut
Opposite the way
You are
But I’m still
The boy
On your arm
Your glorious arm
To show your
Battle scars
And your
Medals
Compared to
Other guys
You dated
The ones you
Brag about
So proudly
Even though
They hate you
They hurt you
They abused you
I’d never
Do that
But me
I’m good enough
To wear
On your arm
Good enough
To show
Your friends
Good enough
To be
Good enough
Monday, December 20, 2010
If You Only Knew
If You Only Knew
If you only knew
That a majority
Of what I wrote
Is about you
Its inspiration
To write
About something
Nice
Something I wish
And like
You seemed
Jealous
Of what
Or who
I wrote about
Last time
If you only knew
How much
I thought of
You
Well
If you only knew
That the girl
I’m writing a
About in this book
Is you
Sunday, December 19, 2010
My Heart's Yours
My Heart's Yours
And a
Heart so
Big
That even
The biggest
Arms
Can't fit
Around
And a
Warm smile
To warm
The
Coldest
Of cold
Nights
And on a
Friday's
Evening
A dress
Laid out
Reservations
At eight
So don't be
A minute
Late
And even
In the worst
Moments
Beauty
Still
Shines through
In you
But at the
End of the
Day
Before you
Fall asleep
In bed
Know this:
My heart's yours
Friday, December 17, 2010
Classy Girl
Classy Girl
Cloudy
The night
Rather
Clear skies
Clouded minds
Acquiring ones
Would like
To think
Alike
Or at least
Agree
With me
All night
Diners
Cozy restaurants
With lights
Just dark
Enough
To sit
Extra close
To
You
And on
My mind
Her
A girl
The one
I'm sitting
Next to
And while
You enjoy
The last
Of your
Martini
I whisper
In your ear
Let's get
Out
Of here
Into the
Moon
So bright
Lighting
Up the dark
Night
And
Back home
To bed
Under sheets
Soft
And nice
All night
Until
Late morning
At earliest
And on
My mind
Her
A girl
The one
I'm sleeping
Next to
So wake up
Breakfast
Two in the
Afternoon
In bed
Pancakes
Or
Maybe
Just
Tea
Shower
And dress
Jeans
From last night
Let's go
Out
Do it
All over
Again
Because
You know
My mind
Her
A girl
The one
I'm always with
Next to
Thursday, December 16, 2010
You Can't Read This
You Can't Read This
I wrote
You something
So late
Last night
But I can't
Post it
It was great
However
You can't
Read it
Right now
And it's
For you
About you
And no one
Else
One day
Someday
But not today
You'll read it
And
After that
You'll know
How
I feel
About you
Routine
I woke up
I went to the gym
I got my running clothes
I changed and went running
I stretched, I lifted, did my abs
I came back took a shower
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Apology
Apology
I hate apologizing
To you
For nothing
Over bullshit
Fucking bullshit
I can talk
How I want
It’s not
Demeaning
Or hurtful
Not even
Meant to be
I have to
Choke
On my tongue
When I do
Apologize
To you
I swallow
And I feel
The burning
Sensation
In the back of
My throat
It burns
All the way
Down
To the pit of my
Stomach
I’m sorry
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Drive All Night
Drive All Night
A drive
Late night
On the highway
Don't miss
The next right
For the exit
To home
Or just her
Stars out
Guiding
Me home
Like check points
Mile markers
One
At a time
A soft
Radio
A song
Simple reminder
To keep
Driving
Home
Home to
You
Home to
Your
Heart
And when
I arrive
It's almost
Morning
Tired from
Driving
All night
But
I'll be
Just in
Time
To kiss
You
And wish
You
Good morning
Happy Anniversary
Happy Anniversary
Happy anniversary
To a day
That doesn’t
Count
Anymore
A day
That is
No longer
Looked at
Like before
Happy anniversary
To a day
Once
Filled
With happiness
Now
Just another
Day
A day
To remember
Or one to
Forget
Happy anniversary
Because we
Still
I still
At least
Think
About it
That day
And you
The day
That forever
Changed my
Life
Happy anniversary
Friday, December 10, 2010
Yellow Cardigan
Yellow Cardigan
There’s this girl
Tonight
That I’m
Out with
It’s her
Birthday
Well at midnight
Just in case
I drink too
Much
And forget
I like her
Bought her
Her drink of
Choice
Price doesn’t
Matter
Right now
Or tonight
She wears
An attractive
Yellow Cardigan
I try to match up
With
My Blue Cardigan
I hate it
Like I hate the
Rain
The rain
That rained
On us
On the way
To the bar
Note to self:
Bring umbrella
Next time
Even if she
Says “No”
Sophisticated
With class and style
More than me
A dude who
Sometimes
Cares
Sometimes
We never know
The whole story
She doesn’t know
My story
Maybe later
Not now
Not when
I’m drinking
But she’s cute
And worth
Taking home
But I can’t and
Won’t
Not tonight
We swore on
Each other
Sometimes
I could
I would break
But not tonight
Not cause
She is a good
Girl
And I should be
Slapped
But wait
It’s midnight now
Happy Birthday
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Secret Wars
Secret Wars
And I guess
There's
A hole
Somewhere
In my
Heart
Since you
Left
Void
Filling
Something
I don't
Feel like
Filling
Anymore
These
Secret wars
I fight
The
Good Fight
I know
But now
You can't
Help
Anymore
Rather
Aren't
Invited
Silence
Undiscovered
Until now
Fully appreciated
But back
To this
Hole
In my heart
A wish
To fill
Fulfill
As
Time will
Tell
Hopefully
Next time
You'll
I'll
Invite you
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
The Truth About You
The Truth About You
We lie
Truthfully
Well
We
Truthfully
Lie
And this
Truth
About you
Could not
Be a lie
Because
Not a bad
Bone
To break
In your
Body
So
Beautiful
Your eyes
That catches me
Off guard
Frozen
Forever
For only
A second
And don’t
Leave
My side
Because
Lost
Wouldn’t
Begin
To explain
Myself
The meaning
Of things
Or life
All
Rendered
Useless
Unless
I can
Share
With you
A princess
At heart
To the prince
I try
To be
Swept
Off your
Feet
Hopeless
Romantic
I am
But you
You like
That
Change
Something
One thing
Well
You changed me
So truthfully
No lies
The truth
About you
If you want
To know
Is I’d be
Lost
Lost
Without
You
Monday, December 6, 2010
Home To
Home To
Punk rock
And the like
Or not
Plays
In my car
Driving
Myself
The midday
Hours
Coffee
Cup holder
My shades
Not worn
Yet
Cold
Outside
My car
But
Seat warmers
Do their job
Downtown
Around town
I drive
A picture
In my
Rearview
Mirror
Flipped
Backwards
Arrive
Destination
Coffee
Trash
Smile
Sign
Deal
Business
Return
Car
Pay
Parking
Too expensive
Twenty minutes
Of my life
Gone
But
Back
Home
More
Punk
Of the like
Quiet
Home
Arriving
Her
Dinner
Cooking
Table set
Wine
Uncorked
My life
I’m happy to
Come home
To
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Along The Way
Along The Way
And I can't
Grow up
Quick enough
Or say
What I feel
Loud enough
For others
To hear
Except
For you
My dear
Well
Sometimes
I'll build
It up
To watch
It crash
Down
When I
Come to town
But I feel
It
Or you
Inside
And
Somewhere
Along the way
I know
As I grow
All the facts
And the tax
I pay
For it to
Be
This way
But
You
Make
Me
Worth
Something
Worth it
If not
Just for
Only
You
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Honorary Title
Honorary Title
Yes please
I do
Or I mean
That would
Be lovely
To be
With you
Hold my
Hand
And
Hold me
Tight
Cuddle
Every day
Eight times
A week
Cook
Kiss
And
Love
Just me
Please
Dance
Slow
Dress up
Eat out
Classy
Always
With you
The lady
Mine
Always
By
My side
And carry
This
Honorary title
Of being
My
One
And only
"The girl"
My girlfriend
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
What Mornings May Bring
What Mornings May Bring
And as the night passes
The bad
The horrible
And all that is evil
Washes away
With the first site
Of the sun cresting over the
Horizon
The light that brings
Happiness and hope
Of tomorrow
Has now finally
Arrived
Today is good
A new chance to
Breathe
Start fresh
And live
Just like each morning
Brings the rising sun
The sun of hope
And all that is
Good
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
November
November
Remember
Remember
That November
Came
And went
As she
Came
And
Stole
My heart
But now
Afterward
That's OK
With me
Steal
My heart
Well
It's yours
To keep
Anyways
For
Well
Forever
If you
Please
And
November
Only
Comes
Once
A year
Before
December
Hibernates
My heart
But
Keep
It warm
Keep
It safe
For you
Hold the
Only
Key
To My
Heart
And
In that
Fateful
November
I'll
Always
Remember
Never forget
How
You
Stole
My Heart
Ready For Me
Ready For Me
Early evening
I'm sitting
Outside
Your window
Holding
A sign
Large letters
Forming words
In sharpie
Simple
Enough
As that
Outside
Your window
Screaming
Yelling
But not
Heard
Over
The
Music
Playing
My car's
Stereo
The song
Special picked
Hand picked
Because
If you
Were
To meet
Someone
A certain
Someone
Soul
Mate
That song
Would
Play
The song
Our song
Love at
First sight
Every time
I hear it
And I'm
Ready
For you
Standing
Outside
Sign
Music
And don't
Forget
My heart
It's
What the
Movies
Scripted
I'm
Ready for
You
I just hope
You're
Ready
Ready
For this
Ready
For me
Monday, November 29, 2010
Yea It's Like That
A pact if you could make an internal contract with yourself, but show it off like a tattoo on your arm. A secret meaning that only you know.
And love, it isn't perfect to anyone else except yourself.
Friday, November 26, 2010
The Good Fight
The Good Fight
Turmoil tonight
Well
A little
Light
Of
Thinking
But my
Heart
Is warmer
Than
The
Outside
Cold
Fighting for
Something
Whatever
I know
So
Maybe
This time
I'll give
Up
Or fight
Harder
Than before
And time
Is ticking
Away
Meanwhile
Still
Here
Doing
What's
Best
Just
Hopefully
Achieve
Before
Time ends
Or
Well
Rather
I run
Out
Of
What I
Have
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Thankfully Thankful
Thankfully Thankful
Lights out
In the
Stores
I drive by
Early
In the evening
A month
Before
Lights
Trees
And presents
Presented
Peaceful
The streets
Driving through
Ghost town
My town
Tonight
Rainy
But accompanied
By
You
My
One
And only
Thankfully
Thanksgiving
Thankfully
Thankful
Thankfully
You
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
A Star For You
A Star For You
Well
Damn
Let's see
A star
For
Everyone
Except me
And you could
Have all
Mine
If I
Ever got
One
And this
Right here
Now
Is a load
Of
Whatever
Especially
You know
Who
While
I strive
To be
Just
Justice
Sometimes
For all
And knife
In my
Back
Without
Looking
Yourself
To
Blame
While
Stars
Fall
All
Around me
Hopefully
Maybe
One day
I'll
Catch one
And
Give it
To you
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
And I Have This Shoebox
And I Have This Shoebox
And I have
A box
A shoebox
I keep
Tucked
Deep away
In my closet
But close
Enough
To know it’s
There
And when
I have guts
Or loneliness
Or
Just because
I take it
Out
And look
Through it
Notes
Pictures
Knick knacks
And even
A book
Memories
All packed
Neatly
Warmly
In my
Shoebox
Reminders
All
Of them
Every
Little thing
Yourself
Pretty enough
Beautiful always
To imprint
Visuals
When I
Close my
Eyes
And
The notes
Post its
Books
Re-read
Pictures
Re-visited
Tragically
Died
Left alone
Too early
Only half
Full
On fun
Or my heart
As
I place it
Carefully
Into the
Shoebox
Only to
Hoping to
Take it
Back
Out
Later
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Rarities
Rarities
And
You’ll
Never see
The heart
My heart
Or how
My sleeve
Fashions it
Nightly
And the days
I race
Alone
Against
Myself
Writing
And tea
Just me
Those
Days
Times
Good
But better
Never mind
Books
Books
Books
To read
Records
Played
Dressed warm
In scarves
And
Long sleeves
Lovely
Lady
But where
Sleep
Fashionably
Late
Or rather
Earlier
Than most
Brand new
To feel
Or just
Listen
Car rides
Trips
Make believe
Time
While
In general
On the
Honor
System
With you
Weekend
Homebodies
Movies
By warm
Fireplaces
Or cuddled
Under
Blankets
These are
Just
Some
Instances
Rarities
You should
See
On The Road
On The Road
On the road
Is tough
On the heart
Tough
On the soul
Sixteen to eighteen hour days
I lose track
Of time
And the days
I sleep little
And only drink
Coffee
To keep me
Awake
And numb my heart
From being
Alone
There’s no luxury
In this lifestyle
I read scripts
And focus on
Shot selection
Photography
And camera perfection
My life
I live
Is full of
Smoke
From cigarettes
I’m used to it
As it soaks
My clothes
And my skin
We travel in cars
Packed with gear
And tapes
I edit and upload
Video and photos
In between stops
At gas stations
And diners
Hotels
With beds
Cold sheets
And mini fridges
That I call
Home
Every night
I call and text
When I get signals
But you
Text and call
Less and less
I’ll be home soon
And I’ll kiss you
Love you
Make love
To you
Because life
On the road
Is tough
On the heart
Life
On the road
Is tough
On the soul
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Helpless Wallflowers
Helpless Wallflowers
A kiss
From a guy
To a girl
I’m interested in
I watched as a
Wallflower
Even though
It was right in front
Of me
I couldn’t hide
Behind my drink
Or the fact
That I sobered
Up
In those
Three seconds
Of eternity
A flash
Of light
Blinding me
Freezing me
Helpless
Shocked
And
Paralyzed
The eighth
Wonder of the
World
Slowly
Died
Last night
In my heart
And in my mind
And all I could
Do is
Watch
Helpless
Like a
Wallflower
Friday, November 19, 2010
B-Sides
B-Sides
Lame excuses
Or rather
Explanations
Life
Lives on
Days pass
I grow
Sometimes
Everyday
I run
Because
I eat
Too hearty
And love
A lovely
Lady
Daily
Weekly
Monthly
Always
If she’ll
Let me
Shaggy
My beard
But shave
And start
New
Tomorrow
Musically
Declined
To play
Except listen
Jealous sounds
My iPod
Blares
And I art
Only so
I
Can share
Something
With
Everyone
Moving forward
While looking
Backward
Occasionally
Horoscopes
Are correct
So believe
In enough
Or just
You
Sleep well
Dream
Pleasant
Wake up
Refreshed
And I’m
Done
Tonight
To
Give in
Soon
And try again
For hopes
Aspirations
Boston
You
The world
Finger tips
Away
But now
It’s all
Just
B-Sides
Until
I get there
See you
Then
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Post It Notes
Post It Notes
Notes
Post it
Notes
To you
Everyday
You’re cute
Will you
Go out
With me
And I love
You’s
Miss
You’s
And
Many more
Notes
Post it
Notes
Everyday
Hidden in
Books
Laptops
Or just mirrors
For when you
Wake up
Go to bed
And
Everything
In between
Notes
To be
Posted
Post it
Notes
For you
A Kiss Or A Wish
A Kiss Or A Wish
And tonight
If you
Can't sleep
I'll stay up
To wait for
Your call
Just like
I said
Wait up
Long enough
Only for
You
And when
I sleep
Next to
You
I stay up
To watch
You
Sleep
Make sure
You dream
Only
The dreams
Of fairytales
You and me
But when
I'm not
Wired
I get tired
And
Before I
Got to bed
And dream of
You
In my head
It's
A kiss
Or a wish
Before
I turn off
My light
As I say
Goodnight
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Chicago
Chicago
Move for me
To Chicago
You love me
And I love you
Move for me
And start a new life
I hope you’re ready
For this
I am
Move for me
Because the new life
I started
Doesn’t include you
Move for me
Because we’re growing apart
And I don’t love you
Anymore
Move for me
Because I’m leaving you soon
And soon
I’ll break your heart
Move for me
Because this will
Change your life
Move for me
Show me that you care
Because I could careless
About you
Or about how you moved
Move for me
Because I won’t
Move for you
I’ve already
Moved on
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Love Easy
Love Easy
Speak easy
For the words
That leave
Your lips
Hit me
Sweetly
On my cheek
And softly
In my ears
Lay easy
In bed
Next to
Me
As I hold
You
Covers
Wrapped
Tightly around
Us
Breathe easy
Because
I only
Really
Want you
Tonight
Into
Tomorrow
The month
And more
If you’ll
Let me
And
After all this
It only
Makes
Me
Lucky
To have
You
Love easy
For how
All this
From
Meeting
To speaking
To Falling
You and
Me
In
Love
Is easy
Monday, November 15, 2010
Perfect
Perfect
Perfect
A simple
Enough fact
Is what I
Have
Need to be
For you
From the
Moment
I wake
To every
Breath
I take
Is how
I want to be
When you’re
Around me
And from
How I hold
Your hand
To how
I stand
It has
To be
Right
Perfect
A simple
Enough fact
Is what I
Have
Need to be
For you
Sunday, November 14, 2010
One Year Ago Today
One Year Ago Today
And to think
One year
Ago today
We’d meet
This way
Shaking
Your hand
And meeting
You
That moment
I knew
I’d fall in love
With you
An excuse
To talk
Or walk
By your
Side
That’s when
I would
Decide
To ask
You out
From
That moment
Forward
I knew
Where I wanted
You to be
Right next to
Me
And while
Things
Haven’t always
Been so clear
I still want
You near
Me
So you
Always
Have someone
That will
Hold
And keep you
Warm
From the cold
But most
Importantly
A smile
On my face
Because with
You
I could never
Replace
Everything
That changed
The day
I met
You
Making my world
Feel brand
New
And
And to think
One year
Ago today
We’d meet
This way
Friday, November 12, 2010
I learned
A lesson
A lesson
Well
Learned
Thanks for
Teaching me
Because
I Learn
From the
Best
Love
Always
But
I learned
Lesson
Tonight
Thanks
To you
OK
Well
And
You're
Beautiful
Always
I know
But
Now
No
Done
Goodnight
Sleep
On
The
Floor
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Eleven After Eleven
Eleven After Eleven
Tonight
A wish
To be
Wished
Not just any
Wish
Like birthday
Cakes and
Candles
But a wish
Special
From the
Rest
Wish
Tonight
For something
Special
Her
You
Me
And
We wait
For the clock
To hit
Eleven
And match
Eleven
Minutes
After
The universe
Aligns
For a brief
Minute
Making
Anything
Everything
You wish
For
Possible
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Love For Sale
Love For Sale
There’s love for sale
Down the street
Love for sale
From a kid
Who says
He doesn’t
Need it anymore
He doesn’t need love
Anymore
His love is for sale
What’s the price
Price you can
Place on love
How much would you
Pay
How much
Is enough
To feel fully
Loved
A warm hug
And
Maybe a soft
Kiss
To be held
Or
Slept next to
Slept with
The kid says
He doesn’t want
To deal with
Love anymore
To love
Or be loved
Anymore
A broken heart
Too sad to mend
But good enough to take
What’s left
Patch up
And sell
Sell to anyone
Who wants
To buy the
Love
There’s love for sale
Love for sale
Form the kid down
The street
A kid who doesn’t
Want or need
Love
To give
Or receive
From anyone
Anymore
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Love is Hell
Love Is Hell
When hell
Freezes over
You
Me fall
In love
We swear
Against it
Once
Twice
Always
Especially
After
What happened
Last time
Never to
Be
Again
In love
Love is Hell
And
When
We
Fall
Again
In love
We fall
Harder
Swifter
Or just
More elegant
Than before
Bliss
Love is
Just that
And more
Love is Hell
Because
When we
Lose
We lose
Big
Everything
We had
Picking up
Salvaging
What’s left
Trying to
Piece
It back
To working
Condition
At least
Love is Hell
We don’t
Want it
But need it
It’s the surreal
Way of
Why we live
And have
Hope
It makes
Us crazy
And makes
Us tick
It makes
Us complete
And makes
Us crumble
The world
Revolves
And
Hinges
On its
Every breath
But after
Everything
Good
And bad
It’s the reason
Why we
Keep going
Back
For more
Too much
Or
Just enough
It’s why
You
Me
Fall in
And out
Of it
Everyday
Love is Hell
Change Your Mind
Change Your Mind
If you
Knew
What I
Knew
Would it
Change
Your mind
If you
Saw
What I
Saw
Would it
Change
Your mind
Would you
Even
Try
Monday, November 8, 2010
Halloween
Halloween
And I could
Listen
To this song
All night
Into
The wee hours
Of the
Morning
Until the
World
Starts its
Day again
Because the
Flow
The way
It sounds
Tonight
It paints
The picture of
You
Perfectly
In my mind
And as the
Song ends
I smile
To myself
As I close
My eyes
And hit repeat
Thursday, November 4, 2010
My Mandy Moore
My Mandy Moore
And sometimes
Some days
I'm all
Wound up
You can wind me
Down
And I'll listen
Or write
Paint and color
Nothing
Fashionable
But lovely
In it's
Own right
Because it's
About you
And my
Habit for
Cooking
Is your
Habit for
Eating
And it's my
Habit for
Making me
Happy
As the days
Pass
You still
Look lovely
Perfect as always
On my arm
And in my
Life
And the way
You dress
Cute
Of course
Lovely
Always
Adorable
Definitely
Cuddling
Sleeping
Next to me
With me
Every night
Always
Forever
And sleeping in
That too
But more
Than nice
Words
Forming
Compliments
Is how
You
Compliment
And
Complete me
So please
Be
My Mandy Moore
Because
I could only be
Your
Ryan Adams
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
There's This Girl
There's This Girl
And there's
A girl
I love
Always
Because some days
One day
To me
I woke up
From this sleep
Of whatever
I was on
Dreaming
But not
Real
Fake
And
Not fulfilling
A drink
Of the night
Life
Too much
The past
Now
Tossed
Out the window
I grew up
Somewhere
Along
The lines of
Meeting her
Best thing
To happen
I'm sure
And wake up
Because
I'm alive now
Breathing the
Air
Fully
Deeply
Alive
Seeing
Feeling
Being
Again
Good
But back
To her
This girl
Not any
Girl
Lady
One
I could meet
Perfect
In any
All
Ways
Possible
For me
Head to toe
Inside and out
And fall
Head over heels
In love
How lovely
It would be
Her and me
Today
Tomorrow
Forever
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
Under The Covers
Under The Covers
In bed
Late
Almost
Three AM
Tired
But nice
And cozy
Next to
You
And when
The morning
Comes
I’m going to
Sleep in
For once
With
You
Holding you
Tight
Under the
Covers
Monday, November 1, 2010
Sometimes Realizing
Sometimes Realizing
A week
And a few days
I’ve been official
With this lady
I adore
But she swears
She adores me
More
And I’m happy
With her
With this
With everything
Content
Afraid of
The other side
I haven’t ventured
To in awhile
Year and then
Some
Trust is important
And big
For me
I trust her
I do
I swear
And I really care
But I’m afraid
Of myself
In this
Situations
Like these
For a reason
No reason
Any reason
I’m not sure
I don’t want
To fail
With this
With her
It’s tough
To admit
I get to this point
Where I
Give up
Or move on
But I haven’t
Done
Either
I’m the happiest
I’ve been
In forever
Which is worth
Talking about
And worth
Thanking her
But not like
As a friend
For she means
Far more
To me
Than that
I want to
Do this
With her
I like her
Adore her
Even though
I may struggle
With myself
Sometimes
I’m realizing
More and more
I know she’s
Good
For me
And I’m good for
Her
On The Safest Ledge
On The Safest Ledge
High up
Above
Everyone
Everything
Else
Too high
To get
Hurt
Or
Worse
Looking over
The edge
Down below
I see you
Afraid to
Leave
My spot
On the safest
Ledge
Falling down
To you
Hopefully
Landing
In your
Arms
And not
Hitting
The ground
But until
I fall
Again
Gracefully
Head over
Heels
In love
I'll be
Up
Above
On the
Safest
Ledge
Sunday, October 31, 2010
20 Days To The New Years
20 Days To New Years
Twenty days left
Until the new day
The New Year
It’s a new chance
To start over
A clean slate
Time to grow up
And move on
This time will be better
I promise
I swear
I hope
I lost her
Lost her last year
But in twenty days
I’ll start fresh
And win her back
My life will be happier
And more productive
I’ll get up early
And ready
Get work done
On time
And complete
I want to
Workout more
Eat healthier
Drink less
And succeed
When the ball drops
I’ll be there
With this plan
In my mind
And in my soul
And you may not believe me
Because I failed in the past
But this year is different
Maybe I won’t get it right
Maybe I’ll fail
But at least I tried
And didn’t give up
It’s silly
And stupid
To make a list
A resolution list
Of things to do
Things to achieve
I’m ready for New Year’s though
Are you
So the countdown begins now
Twenty days left
Until the ball drops
Until I start over
And hopefully get it right