Thursday, April 19, 2012

For Sleep's Sake

For Sleep's Sake

And at night
After we stay up
Until the wee
Hours of the morning
Talking
And staying up
For the sake of
Staying up

And after
I wait those
Last few
Minutes
Until I know
  That you're
Asleep

I listen to you
Breathe
and how
You
Subconsciously
Nestle
Towards me

I smile
and Kiss you
Softly
On your forehead
Closing my eyes

Only to meet
You
Shortly
In our dreams...


Wednesday, April 4, 2012

I'm Coming Home

I'm Coming Home

And a year
After
After the
Last
And the last
Two years
Ago
Before that

Sitting
Window side
Of the plane
Taking me back
To where it
Started

Miles
Pass under
The clouds
As they once
Passed
Under my feet

The good
Bad
And evil
Sanctuary
And
Battlefield

Lace them
Up
Daily
Even when it
Hurts

As I'm stepping
Off
The all
Familiar
Smell

I know
This is
Where
What
I'm doing

I'm coming
Home 

Monday, March 26, 2012

Wish You Were Here

Wish You Were Here
So for once
All cleaned up
For the moment
Perfectly Shaven
And well dressed

I even
Wore that
Favorite tie
The one you
Picked out

Shoes shined
With a smile
On my face
The one that
Meant something
Like when I first met
 You

And now
Standing here
By myself
Ruined
Because I finally
Cleaned up
Just in time
To see you
Go

But I wish
I wish
 You
Were still
Were still
Here

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Hiatus


Hiatus

Shit
The thoughts
I once
Thought
Don't make
Sense
Rather
Just bounce
Off the walls

And I watch
As the words
Dance
In circles
In my dreams
My sleep

I meant what I
Said
Years ago
Just not
Right now

And I'm
So far away
From everything
Even though
I'm sitting
Next to her
Love
The love
And lies
That reality
Believes in

And a night
Off
From this city
Doesn't seem
So bad

Because
Staying up
All night
For no reason
Just waiting
Lost
It's touch

But turning
It all in
Rather
Giving in
Gaining
Touch
Back in
Reality

Is optimism
For the
Moment

Letting go
Letting my
Guard down
Helpful Hopelessness
Is my
Hiatus

Six Months Ago


Six Months Ago

Over and over
In my head
Too late
To even think
About looking
At the clock
Because I know
I'm getting up
Soon

Toiling in
My mind
As if
I think about
It
Her
Long
Enough

It'll bring
It all back
So when
I do fall
Asleep
I wake up
Just like
Last
Right next to
Her

Monday, March 19, 2012

Raise Your Weapon


Raise Your Weapon

And in the heat
Of battle
When you look
Down
And see
All the lost
Lying before
You

With your
One
Last breath
The reason
You fought
This battle

And these days
To risk
It all
For back
Home
Loved ones

Because
When you
Come home
You hope
Home is the
Home you left

And
They say
Everyone
Makes it home
They just
Don't
Guarantee
Whether home
Is in a
Wooden Box

But in the
Heat of
Battle
With what's
Left of the courage
Lost or gained
Raise your
Weapon

Because
Back home
There's someone
Worth Fighting
For
Waiting for
You

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Drinking Alone


Drinking Alone

There's
Not enough
Drinks
To feel all right
Let alone
Wasted
More or less
However
Alone

And on the
Rare
Occasion
I do drink

It puts
The pit
In my stomach
Of thoughts
Hardships
Relating
Resulting
Back to
Her

Lonesomeness
Is the
Perfect
Company
On this
Occasion

And in
The end
I end up
I making
Invisible
Friends
And sleeping
Horribly

So a swear
I solemnly
Swore
To void
Off your
Thoughts
Entering
In my mind

And stop drinking
Alone