Monday, April 23, 2012

Easier Than The Truth

Easier Than The Truth

And a late
Phone call
Well too late
2 am
Instead
Dates
By 12:30 am
Elegantly late

Loud music
Rather
Conversations
Overheard
Voices
Not in my
Head
But on the
other Line

Easier
Said
Than
Done
Actions
No longer
Accountable
For

Truth
Hurts
More than lies
But Lies
Are
Easier
Than the
Truth

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Worried Shoes

Worried Shoes

And I'll write this
As I'm driving out
The town I'm staring
Down
As the sun sets
Over the skyline

Packed up
Sadness
Just
Carted to
Another town

And grown up
Emotionally
To leave
her
Never mentally
But physically
From her touch
Her smell

One day
This
It'll bring
Her
And me back

But
Until that day
Comes
Arrival
I won't
Be late

Thursday, April 19, 2012

For Sleep's Sake

For Sleep's Sake

And at night
After we stay up
Until the wee
Hours of the morning
Talking
And staying up
For the sake of
Staying up

And after
I wait those
Last few
Minutes
Until I know
  That you're
Asleep

I listen to you
Breathe
and how
You
Subconsciously
Nestle
Towards me

I smile
and Kiss you
Softly
On your forehead
Closing my eyes

Only to meet
You
Shortly
In our dreams...


Wednesday, April 4, 2012

I'm Coming Home

I'm Coming Home

And a year
After
After the
Last
And the last
Two years
Ago
Before that

Sitting
Window side
Of the plane
Taking me back
To where it
Started

Miles
Pass under
The clouds
As they once
Passed
Under my feet

The good
Bad
And evil
Sanctuary
And
Battlefield

Lace them
Up
Daily
Even when it
Hurts

As I'm stepping
Off
The all
Familiar
Smell

I know
This is
Where
What
I'm doing

I'm coming
Home 

Monday, March 26, 2012

Wish You Were Here

Wish You Were Here
So for once
All cleaned up
For the moment
Perfectly Shaven
And well dressed

I even
Wore that
Favorite tie
The one you
Picked out

Shoes shined
With a smile
On my face
The one that
Meant something
Like when I first met
 You

And now
Standing here
By myself
Ruined
Because I finally
Cleaned up
Just in time
To see you
Go

But I wish
I wish
 You
Were still
Were still
Here

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Hiatus


Hiatus

Shit
The thoughts
I once
Thought
Don't make
Sense
Rather
Just bounce
Off the walls

And I watch
As the words
Dance
In circles
In my dreams
My sleep

I meant what I
Said
Years ago
Just not
Right now

And I'm
So far away
From everything
Even though
I'm sitting
Next to her
Love
The love
And lies
That reality
Believes in

And a night
Off
From this city
Doesn't seem
So bad

Because
Staying up
All night
For no reason
Just waiting
Lost
It's touch

But turning
It all in
Rather
Giving in
Gaining
Touch
Back in
Reality

Is optimism
For the
Moment

Letting go
Letting my
Guard down
Helpful Hopelessness
Is my
Hiatus

Six Months Ago


Six Months Ago

Over and over
In my head
Too late
To even think
About looking
At the clock
Because I know
I'm getting up
Soon

Toiling in
My mind
As if
I think about
It
Her
Long
Enough

It'll bring
It all back
So when
I do fall
Asleep
I wake up
Just like
Last
Right next to
Her