My last muse
Skinny fat
Fit excuses
Fat lies
We regress
Sleep off
Sleep in
Others’
Thoughts
And
Asks
Welcomes
Sunlight
Blinds
Blinding
Careful
Care free
Tucked in
Covers pulled
Tuckered out
Covers drawn
Facial
Expressions
Cues
Missed
Captured
Avoided
Polaroids
Down
Mislead
Narrow paths
Rabbit
Holes
Amusing
Enough
To be
Of amusement
Or
Just
A muse
My
Last one
His Young Heart
Cold snow
Packed
From foot
Prints
Reminders
Of where
He’s been
His feet
But
Not tracked
Lost
From
The multiple
Tracks
All his
Just
Different
Times
Different
Loves
Still lost
His young heart
Wanders
Somewhere
Somewhere in the
Mountains
Somewhere in the
Clouds
Somewhere in the
Heart
Somewhere we
Lost
Somewhere we
Won
And somewhere
It was too late
Too early
To decide
Unconscious
Thoughts
Feelings
Love
Lost
Or
Forgotten
Forgotten
And
Lost
Decisions
Unmade
Made
Then
Remade
Undecided
In love
On love
Undecided
On you
Somewhere
Close
Somewhere
Far
But
Somewhere
To be where
Some
Where
You
Are
Subway Rides
Subway
Rides
Dressed attire
Work
Functions
Drinks
Plans to
Be made
Subway
Thoughts
Disposed
Ideas
Like
Rings in pockets
Safe keeping
Conversation
Starters
Enders
Depending
On your
Type
Doors open
New faces
Smiles
Distractions
For a few
Stops
Pauses
In
Life
Doors close
Advances
Made
Declined
And
No longer
Distracted
Three stops
Pass
Eyes
Stop
Glaring
Flirting tones
Undertones
Low lights
Flicker
Lights
Batting
Eye lashes
Last stop
Last call
Last
Chances
At saving
Salvaging
This moment
Doors Open
Stepping
Off
Doors Close
watching
the Train
Leave
The
Station
Leave
My heart
And when
the wind
Settles
Looking
Over
There
She is
Subway
Rides
Subway
Love
London
You don't
Go
To meet girls
For their
Accents
In London
You
Go
To quit
Habits
Stories
Theme
Songs
American
Girls
Girls
in
General
Fashion
Pub crawls
Big Ben
Carousels
History
Making me
Feel old
Each morning
But crutching
On jet lag
Instead
Of gin and
tonics
Conversion
Rates
and Metric
Systems
Return
Trips
Pockets
Empty
And transatlantic
Flights
Just
Loves forgotten
Habits broken
dropped
In the ocean
You don't
Go
To meet girls
For their
Accents
In London
Boy Friends Girl Friends
Bar drinks
First
Rounds
Second
Details
And last
Calls
At life
Being
Boy friends
Girl friends
Decisions
To late
To go back
On
Yet Changes
Of heart
Wine guzzled
And shots
With out
Chasers
Chasing
Lost
Time
Adventures
All the
While
Sitting
Still
Can't think
For her
She
Still
Sits
On my
Mind
In my
Heart
Late
Nights
Early
Mornings
Opposite sexes
Shared beds
Shared dreams
Across
Opposite pillows
Eyes wide shut
But
Shared covers
Legs
Tangled
And hearts crushed
Boy friends
Girl friends
Or
Just friends
High Heels
Black
Or red
High heels
Ones that
I should but
Can't
Remember
Standing
Too tall
In stature
Or
Too short
In thoughts
For poses
Postures
And
Facades
She'll
Never understand
Higher
Standards
Living
Expenses
Rigid
Ideas
Commandments
To live by
Sworn off
Her
Like
Cigarettes
Drinking
Vices
All mine
Lent
Is easier
Than
She
Is
To forgive
Give up
Or
Just forget
