Hope Shouldn't Be lost

I guess you lost
Hope
For a few months
Because
I could barely write
Let alone
Pick Up
a phone

And maybe you've
Moved on
Because I would
Know better

But I still get drawn back
To
Her
You Rather
Because

I couldn't
Decide otherwise
Because
I just didn't know
What to do

So reinvention
And unvited
Appearing
As if
nothing went
Wrong
Down the drain
Between you and I

But I'll tell
All of this
To You
 tomorrow

When I can
Handle it
Handle you