Apology

Apology

I hate apologizing
To you
For nothing
Over bullshit
Fucking bullshit

I can talk
How I want
It’s not
Demeaning
Or hurtful
Not even
Meant to be

I have to
Choke
On my tongue
When I do
Apologize
To you

I swallow
And I feel
The burning
Sensation
In the back of
My throat

It burns
All the way
Down
To the pit of my
Stomach

I’m sorry